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I have the terrible gut feeling that I am going to fuck this up somehow. Or you’re one day going to realize that I’m not as great as you think I am. I don’t want that to happen. I just wish it was easier to tell you everything I am. I’m sure you’ve nevet met anyone with as many emotional instabilities as I have, or someone who can’t seem to keep anything straight, but you don’t know any of this about me. You don’t know that I’m pretty much incapable of love and that emotions fuck me up. You don’t know that I will without a doubt lie to you, probably daily. You don’t know that no matter how much you put into me, you will never get it back.
day 4 - your views on religion.
First of all, I would just like to say that I don’t think you have to be religious to believe in religion. In high school I took a world religion class, which changed my views on the whole concept. I believe that everyone is entitles to have faith in/believe in what they think is true. I mean, I don’t so much believe in “god” but I do not believe that we are the highest power. I also think that some people take religion too far, and it begins to become less about what they believe and more about defending what they used to believe. I think when it comes to wars over religion that you are no longer doing it because thats where your faith lies, you’re doing it because someone tells you that you shouldn’t, eveyone has the right to their own opinion and I think that it should be respected when beliefs differ, I’m not going to tell you that you shouldn’t be catholic, if you don’t tell me I should.
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
I think it all depends on how you use both.
When it comes to drugs, I think that everyone has their reasons for doing what they do and we should not judge anyone for those reasons, personally, I don’t mind a little weed now and again, but I’m not overly into that even. Don’t get me wrong there was a time in my life when I was content with doing E ALL the time, but that has past, I have grown but I do not place judgement on those who still think that it is an exceptable way of life, I just hope they snap out of it before its too late.
Drinking? I love to drink, I always have a good time, it makes me alot less shy and just overall more fun. I think when drinking becomes a problem is when you are continuously using it to try and escape reality, or when it begins to effect those around you. being drunk may help you forget the hardships in your life but it is not going to fix them and people should realize that before they dive in to the 2’6 because they’re in a bad mood.
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
I would like to be living comfortably with someone I love, I would like a decent sized house with a huge back yard so I can have like 5 cocker spaniels. I would like to be a stay at home mom, not like the ones you see on all those shows whos husbands cheat and drink. I would like to be a housewife actually, yunnow the kind that wears nice pant suits and shops at organic markets. I would have 2 kids, both boys. Gabriel and Ira. We would go on family outings to the zoo or national parks.
day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
Taken, New relationship, but so far its just fantastic, he’s reasonably quiet which compliments my inability to be quiet, but he’s one of the funniest people I’ve ever met, which is something I need in my life. He gives me cute cheek and nose kisses. and he has even seen me black out drunk while he was sober and didn’t have a problem with it. He seems pretty new to dating so doesn’t have a whole lot of experience and I am A-OK with it. I think he’s simply fantastic.
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